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Cynthia Hand

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    it feels like I’ve lost something so much more important.
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    It will hurt for a while, but I’m going to live.
    𝒩𝒾𝒶alıntı yaptı10 gün önce
    it will get better, not worse,
    b3833974946alıntı yaptı2 yıl önce
    waits for me to say more, and when I don’t, he just comes out and says, “Okay. This week I’d like to talk about your friends.”

    “I don’t have friends right now” is what slips out.

    He raises his eyebrows. “You don’t have friends?”

    Whoops. “I mean, yes, I have friends, but . . .”

    “Have they stopped being your friends?” he asks. “Sometimes people don’t know how to respond to something like—”

    “No,” I backpedal. “No, they’re great. It’s just that . . . I think I stopped being theirs.”
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    I would try to solve myself. Find out where it all went wrong. How I got here, from A to B, A being the Alexis Riggs who was so sure of herself, who was smart and solid and laughed a lot and cried occasionally and didn’t fail at the most important things.

    To this.

    But instead, the blank page yawns at me. The pen feels unnatural in my hand. It’s so much weightier than pencil. Permanent. There are no erasers, in life.

    I would cross out everything and start again.
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    wrecked.

    This whole thing has warped me, I think. I’m a board left out in the rain, and it’s impossible to go back to being straight and undamaged ever again. This is who I am now.
    Zhenya Scotynyukalıntı yaptı2 yıl önce
    I thought you might try writing, as an alternative,” he said.
    “That’s a moleskin notebook,” he elaborated when all I did was stare at him. “Hemingway used to write in those.”
    “An alternative to what?” I asked. “To Xanax
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    We go so we’ll have proof that we were once young
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    but I was below empty
    Zhenya Scotynyukalıntı yaptı2 yıl önce
    refuse to feel guilty about something you did
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