"That's okay. I lose myself. It's just my oddball way of accounting for someone I don't really understand any more than you do."
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I wonder, but I don't despair.
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The answer is yes. I'm giving up on trying to be popular and normal
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I had seen her sad many times before, but always for someone else. This was different. This was for herself, and I was powerless to help. I could not find it in me to cheer up the cheerleader.
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She looked magnificently, wonderfully, gloriously ordinary.
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"I don't know," she said dimly at last. "I didn't think. I just did."
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There was laughter, there was fun, but it skipped over me like a flat stone on water.
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I wanted her. I wanted them. It seemed I could not have both, so I did nothing. I ran and hid.
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I felt spotlighted on a bare stage.
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I saw. I heard. I understood. I suffered. But whose sake was I suffering for?