Melody Beattie said, “Gratitude turns what we have into enough.”
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I had to systematize the light.
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I must not be a monster. Would a monster be capable of receiving this much kindness? No—I must be loved tremendously. I must be magic.
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So even though my friends were constantly attempting to fill the great void of my self-hatred with generous words, assurances, and compliments…they were all simply getting sucked into that black hole, mere crumbs for my intense desire.
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A woman is simply supposed to provide, not to need.
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more like the idea that the universe might be organized around something like love.
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Now I believed in a force greater than myself.
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We were all deserving. Why couldn’t any of us just be good? I wished so badly for us to be good.
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Each of the group’s members was profoundly shattered. But they were all trying their damnedest to piece themselves back together in a way that didn’t hurt anyone else.
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I found myself in the awkward position of being an incompetent pseudo-therapist, trying to provide comfort for people and suggesting books and therapies, even though I was decidedly not okay, either.