Death Suicide Despair Poetry

The battle on Depression got me on the floor were twisting and turning that what happen when your fighting. He's calls for reinforcement here come hate and loathing, Hope and Life retreating

Depression tells no truths he's hitting hard with my past. Suicide shouting come on depression, hate punches strike home. I'm down again, surrounded by life mistake. Depression send fear in I'm on the floor once more Hope and Life are withdrawing
I shout don't leave
Depress is laughing jumping and dancing

Were my hope and life?