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People accepting what I had to give was all I needed to keep seeking a connection with them.

People accepting what I had to give was all I needed to keep seeking a connection with them.

“I believe it just confirms for me that I’m not worthy of being held on to. Not because I don’t believe that I’m not worthy of being held on to. But because every experience in my life up to this point has proved I’m not.”

I believe that every moment we live is connected to all the other moments. Some moments we live now are connected to moments ten or twenty years from now. And we don’t see the connection until that future moment happens. And it’s kind of like an ah-ha moment when you say, “Now I understand why that moment in the past happened.”

I wasn’t in love with Noah. I wasn’t even in like with Noah. I was in hope with Noah’s potential. I was hurting more over someone leaving than over who that someone was.

Scream

so that one day

a hundred years from now

another sister will not have to

dry her tears wondering

where in history

she lost her voice.

You need to stop seeing others as you wanted them to be, or as you thought they were. You need to see them as they actually are.

The truth is often right in front of you. It’s right within you. And full acceptance of it is often blocked by denial.

I took his unavailability as a cue to work harder to prove my worth.

I was waiting for someone to unveil me. To save me. But the hardest, yet most liberating truth, was that I needed to unveil myself.