Hush, Hush

I thought I was going to lose him as a client because no one was satisfying him until you came around. He nearly lost it when I told him you were unavailable."

Blocked Caller.

A deep sadness runs through me. He calls me every day, and every day I decline it

A check.

Glaring down at me with resentment so thick it chokes me, he says, "That's the balance I owe you. It's safe to say this little arrangement we had is now over. We're finished

I'll make it work. Just say the words, sweetheart. I'll leave her tonight and make things right if I know I can have you forever."

James, please…"

"Say it."

"I can't. You know I can't!"

"I know you love me just like I love you."

A tear slips from my eye

"I'm gonna have to hit the weed pen and get wine drunk if I'm going to live with more pussy."

"You and me both," I say, laughing

I gave him the best blowie of his life, then he spanked me with his belt. There's something about giving an amazing blowjob that brings a man to his knees that just gets to me. I had James in the palm of my hands

"Did you ever play sports? Ballet?"

"Nope. My grammy couldn't afford it. I can't throw a ball and I can't catch one. The only balls I can handle are the big ones hanging between your legs

"You don't have to give me sex every time I do something for you," he says, frowning. "Seeing you happy makes me feel good. I don't expect anything in return." The way he speaks, sounding pained, means my actions hurt him and I don't like that

because the way he took me last night was like a man starving to feel and a need to care for someone.